"… Every day my accursed shrinking from realities makes it
harder for me to face the new realities … I do not like the outlines of
things to be too sharp. I like them gently blurred, a little
hazy."
being brought into personal, too personal, contact with some of the
simple facts of life. It isn’t that I mind splitting logs here in
the mud, but I do mind what it stands for. I do mind, very much,
the loss of the beauty of the old life I loved … Now, I know
that in the old days it was a shadow show I watched. I avoided
everything which was not shadowy, people and situations which were
too real, too vital. I resented their intrusion. I tried to avoid
you too, Scarlett. You were too full of living and too real and I
was cowardly enough to prefer shadows and dreams."
"… I suddenly found myself on the curtain,
an actor, posturing and making futile gestures. My little inner
world was gone, invaded by people whose thoughts were not my
thoughts, whose actions were as alien as a Hottentot’s."
"…I am afraid of facing life without the
slow beauty of our old world that is gone."
"I can’t make you understand
because you don’t know the meaning of fear. You have the heart of
a lion and an utter lack of imagination and I envy you both of
those qualities. You’ll never mind facing realities and you’ll
never want to escape from them as I do."

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2006年08月17日 在 2:26 am
洋
anyway, happy birthday to you! toast the youth which will never come back.
2006年08月17日 在 10:13 pm
Beatriz
说中文罚款是么?
Parabéns a você!
2006年08月18日 在 3:04 am
Xi
丑人,现在是我这边早上7点,你8月18号晚上9点,刚才给你寝室电话,没人接。。。。我等下再试试。你没回去吧?今天生日过得怎么样啊?祝一切都好。
泰山
2006年08月18日 在 9:04 pm
可
呵呵呵,只是为了方便,谢谢刘洋同学,谢谢泰山!
2006年10月16日 在 3:51 pm
ning
原创?好像是小说节选阿